The Darkest Night of My Spiritual War: The Final Step to Freedom… or Annihilation.

It's The End of the Road. This is My Last Stand.

I usually go to the Zen Center on Sundays.

For someone who hated going to church with a passion, it’s a huge turnaround. I try to get home before midnight to get enough rest the next day.

I was out dancing the night before and didn’t get enough sleep…

So, this Sunday was a struggle not to fall asleep in the zendo.

I wish I could do justice to how epic it is…